Honestly my brain keeps screaming
Just do it just do it just do it
And im always pretending like im okay but i look over bridges and think about the wind whipping around me as I plunge I look at my wrists and think about bleeding out I drive my car and think about hitting top speeds and flipping over and getting crushed
I’m really just a pain to everyone else. A waste. I’m empty and useless.
I don’t mean to worry anyone. I dont have the means to do anything right now. But it’s really all i can think about.
the world wants you to think that being intelligent and successful is the most admirable thing to be but really what matters most is kindness and being warm to people. I could care less how smart you are, if you can’t treat people well and with respect because you think you’re somehow “superior” and above giving yourself to others then i don’t want to know you.